无题

坐在桌前，心怦怦跳

好怕好怕，时间溜走

孤孤单单，面对未来

彷徨无助，踌躇不安

寻找方向，迷失自我

可惜依然，丢三落四

Everyday

Dear Yesterday,

Please don't let me forget about you.
I need my mistakes and my memories of failure
.In order to succeed for Today and Tomorrow.
Show me what I've done so I can do more.
And teach me ways I can visit you,
without staying for too long.

Dear Today,

Refuse to be taken for granted.
And encourage my choice to love you.
Help me to make you beautiful.
So that when you become YesterdayI will remember you Tomorrow.
Dear Tomorrow,Be nothing like Today.
And everything more than Yesterday.
Teach me the value of timeAs I appreciate your arrival.
Because Yesterday and Today both know,
you can never promise to arrive.

.Ryan Conferido.

抱歉

从别人口中才知道原来我写的会令人误会
那一句好像在指责着你
我并不是有意的
那一句只是有感而发
突然坐下来静思
发觉原来人生发生了那么多事
那句只是一个感叹感言
发觉原来我很难接受改变
吴瑜娟说人每天都在改变
所以我们要接受每一天在改变的他
我也常常告诉别人要接受
但我自己却很在意改变
其实只是一个小小的改变
而我的心却没有容纳的地方
依然觉得以前的比较好
依然会与以前的来比较
关于这点
我会检讨自己
再设下目标
我一定要达到这个目标！

梦魇

这夜我梦见你

梦里是愉快的

见到你的一刹那

心跳加速、充满希望

如往常般

充满着欢乐

还有你的体贴

最喜欢的还是你的笑容

微微的一笑

仿佛看见了太阳

但不知为何

心里总是闷闷的

仿佛知道这只是一场梦

潜意识告诉自己

这不是真实的

醒来的刹那

真的很想哭

梦醒仿佛压抑很久

还能感觉到梦中为你狂跳的心

醒来失落感更重

好想再继续寻找周公

无奈现实不允

只好与周公道别

回到现实。

To My Love

I wonder where you are .
And what you've written so far .
Your life story is an enchantment to me
In knowing I will someday be part of it .

You don't know who I am . Or where I am .
It could be a long time before you find out .
These city lights may never shine your way .
Your symphony might lay unwritten;
and your song left silent .
But I will be a blessed man to earn the honor of making you smile .

I'll live for you before you know it .
The sun won't ever set on my virtue .
All I have is enough time to improve myself
And ultimately rival the horizon of your elegance .

These days will inevitably become the past .
And we'll sit and talk about them sometime .
By then, any memories of days when you felt lonely will disperse .
Because you'll know even then, I was out here .
Working hard to somehow . someday . gain the unfailing ability
To promise you happiness before you know it .

You'll be a part of my life before you realize I'm even living .
I have faith that you exist . You're here in my reality somewhere .
And I know I won't be imagining you forever .
You're going to be wonderful .
So I need to be that, too .

I can't paint your picture . Or assemble your image .
Your existence shatters the capacity of my expectations
And I couldn't even compose a fiction beyond your marvel
If I had an infinite power of boundless exaggeration .

You're going to change what I believe in life and love .
And what I believe I love about life .
Regardless of how I prepare, I don't think I'll ever truly be ready
For that first moment your eyes strike me frozen .
Truly, that will be both the defeat and victory of my spirit .

I'll have to find a thousand new ways to express myself .
You'll have me frequently distracted, disoriented, and speechless .
But never regretful to find myself that way .

I used to think that I'd be able to write the most captivating poem about you . After I know you better .

However, once I finally meet you, I doubt I'll write anything .
Because everything about you, will be beautifully unexplainable .

So I'm going to spend my time writing for you now .
Until these words grow to fail in value .
At the mercy of your truth .

.Ryan Conferido.

Maheng Best Dancer- Chee How

马升老人家

无聊短篇

时间渐渐的走远了
我还是对着它
不知道为何
我如今才发现我不能没了它
它令我欢喜让我忧
喜的是它让我大开眼界
找到喜欢的东西
让我更深入的了解
忧的是它让我不能自拔
每天让我沉醉在它的世界
我不能控制自己不去看它
每一天，
它让我发觉新的东西
我要怎么做才能远离它呢？

P/S:它的真面目

About Quest That I Like

Feng's Art Work

RYAN CONFERIDO - "ECHO"



Ryan Conferido - Girl Don't Cry



Ryan Conferido - Memory Rain


Feng's Doves


Week 1: Sudden Death Challenge


Week 2: Fit Test Challenge


Week 3: Britney Spears Challenge


Week 4: Whack Track Challenge


Week 5: Illusion Challenge


Week 6: Battle of the Sexes Challenge


Week 7: Hip-Hop Decathlon and Last Chance Challenge


OrQuestra


Quest Crew Wins Americas Best Dance Crew!

Quest Crew

Recently fall in love with Quest Crew who win the champion of American's Best Dance Crew season 3. Even though I also like the season 1 champion-JabbaWookeeZ, but this crew is totally not the same type compare with season 1. I like whole crew member especially both Ryan i.e. Ryan Feng and Ryan Conferido.
Ryan C. give me very deep impression because he also a contestant of So You Think You Can Dance while Ryan Feng impress me by his skill on dancing (or maybe because he is chinese too..Haha). When I go home last week, I show the competition that I download from the net to my bro, mum and sis. I wish that I can show everyone why I admire them and let other people know them too...wahahaha
Below is some brief introduction of the team.

Why are they called Quest?

They are working together with a community facility by the name of 'Quest Learning Center' located in Artesia, CA . This multi-purpose building is relatively new, only having been built within the year . It serves the general community a great deal by providing tutoring sessions, music lessons, dance classes, social events, and much more .

Because of they ambition to represent and promote the learning center, their group enters competitions and general performances as the name Quest . They are in no way affiliated with the creation of the learning center, nor do they share ownership . They are simply trying to give back to the gracious people who run Quest LC, that have befriended them and have been so kind as to provide them a new base of operation . They are willing to return the favor in any way they can .

What is Quest Learning Center ?

The building itself is composed of several sub-divisions . A wide open ballroom, a dance studio, music store, restaurant, boba cafe, several classrooms and music rooms filled with enough instruments to satiate a school band ! All of these things confined within a two-story edifice that best resembles a college building .

The place is heaven . Especially for people like them, who thrive under music, dance, learning, and FOOD ! It's a complete and utter surprise, as most people would've never believed such a place existed !

What is the mission of the team ?

Their mission is to promote the love of dance and music through the effects of hard work and cooperation . And to provide awareness of the community facility that remains a viable resource of knowledge and growth . They work to retain themselves as a team of soloists . Striving to offer a collaborative performance as a collective merge, yet also having the ability to support each other . Remaining equal in their contributions , and growing together .

Victor Kim
Victor Kim recently graduated from University of California Irvine with a B.A. in Economics. Born and raised in Sacramento, he is a member of the bboy crew Flexible Flav. Aside from dancing, Victor enjoys playing the drums, guitar, singing and graffiti art. With hopes of inspiring and changing the world, he hopes to achieve great things with his brothers and sister on Quest Crew.

Steve Terada
With nearly 30 World Titles and seen on ESPN2 for the past 6 years, Steve (sponsored by Paul Mitchell Systems) is an internationally acclaimed extreme martial artist and iconic “tricker” credited with originating many extreme kicks and tricks used in competitive sport karate and dance events throughout the world today. He has promoted his sport in Europe, Asia, South America, Canada, French Polynesia and throughout the U.S.
Steve has been successful in translating his skills to several other arenas including the dance world. Aside from his performances with Quest, he was also featured in the Black Eyed Pea’s “Pump It” music video. Stunts for movies and TV include blockbusters like “Memoirs of a Geisha, Crank, and Indiana Jones/Crystal Skull where he was honored by SAG as part of the Oscar nominated stunt team. Steve’s TV credits include current episodic shows like My Name is Earl, The Shield, etc. and commercials for Dell and Kelloggs. For those of you who live near L.A., you can see his Hanmi Bank billboard on the corner of Western and Olympic Blvds. He was also featured in the coveted Intel International Multiply Campaign.
Steve is most proud of his work with youth and is currently a representative for Paul Mitchell Systems’ Head For Change campaign, focusing on improving our world and environment one person at a time. He and Paul Mitchell Systems want to get the word out that no matter how small the effort, everyone can make a difference. Whether exhibiting his sport as an alternative to drugs and alcohol in Tahiti or reintroducing Korean youth to their national sport (Tae Kwon Do) in a new and exciting light, Steve has somehow found time in the past to also support the Pediatric AIDS Foundation, D.A.R.E., Muscular Dystrophy, the Children’s Hospital, Kollaboration, and Quest Learning Center.

Ryan Feng

Better known as just Feng, started dancing his freshmen year of college in 2001 with CADC (Chinese Association Dance Crew). In the four years he has worked with CADC, he was captain for one year and a coordinator for another, finishing his career with them in 2005. He was also a founder and former captain of Breed, an OCLA team founded in 2003. Since then, he has been a member of Chill Factor Crew and is presently a member of Quest. He has taught dance all over the US in places such as Seattle, New York, Vegas, Alaska, Detroit and Atlanta. He has performed in such shows as Paris by Night, was a guest performer on So You Think You Can Dance, and was a backup dancer for Rosco Umali in the Asian Excellence Awards. His style is a mixture of his dance upbringing, including stank, isolations, popping and house. Feng gains his inspiration from his teammates, the dancers in the community, and through his love for the arts, namely his passion in photography.

Ryan Conferido
At age 15, Ryan Conferido was introduced to breaking and spent several years battling and practicing with his crew, The City Drifters. 5 years later, at age 20, he decided to explore the realm of choreography dance. Ryan has since been featured as a top 10 finalist in the 1st season of So You Think You Can Dance in 2005. He has since been able to work as an instructor, travelling to locales such as Singapore and Malaysia for featured workshops. Represented by MSA and teaching locally as well, the ideals between him and his closest friends led them to form Quest Crew in October of 2006. Since then, he has worked in music mixing and production alongside his dance career.

"Hok" - Hokuto Konishi

Born in Japan and raised in England, Hok began his dance career with a hip hop background. Rooted in the fundamentals of bboying, popping, locking and hip hop, Hok’s “Original” Dance style was first nationally featured on FOX’s smash hit TV show, “So You Think You Can Dance” where he became one of the top 12 finalists. Using his artistic ability, Hok positions himself as a dancer/choreographer for Quest Crew. He is currently traveling domestically and internationally teaching, performing and choreographing. One of the greatest experiences he took from SYTYCD was performing “The Hummingbird and the Flower,” a piece choreographed by Wade Robson for which they were awarded an Emmy in 2008.

"D-Trix" Dominic Sandoval
Born on Oct. 15th, 1985 in Sacramento, CA, D-Trix accredits the date he started bboying at an 8th grade Valentines Dance on February 28th, 1999.
From 2003-2004 he stopped bboying, but he just couldn’t stay away.Between 2005-2006, he traveled with his world renowned crew Flexible Flav competing and winning competitions in countries such as France, South Korea, Tahiti, Canada and various other places across t
he US. In 2007, he competed in FOX’s So You Think You Can Dance and placed in the top 10. From then on, he began touring the US and Canada, gaining national and international recognition. In 2008, he had the honor of performing in shows such as American Idol Gives back, American Idol Finale, the Ellen Show and SYTYCD Season 4. He also danced for such artists as Donna Summer, Sheila E., Gloria Estefan and many more. During this time, D-Trix also traveled extensively, teaching and making appearances in places such as Nova Scotia, Vancouver, Alaska, Toronto and Australia. D-Trix is glad that his success has allowed him to work with such great choreographers as Doriana Sanchez, Shane Sparks, Mary Murphy, Tyce Dioreo, Wade Robson, Jean Marc Generoux, Melanie and Tony Merideth, Adam Shankman and Mia Michaels.
D-Trix currently represents Flexible Flav, Stepboys Entertainment, and Quest Crew. He hopes that the experience with Quest Crew on Randy Jackson Presents America’s Best Dance Crew will allow Quest Crew to travel together and do what they love best. . . DANCE!

Brian Hirano
Born and raised in the Bay Area, Brian Hirano grew up playing a wide range of competitive sports. At the age of sixteen, music videos and capoeira influenced him to pursue breakdancing. At UC Irvine, Brian Hirano was introduced to hip hop and pop choreography by the dance crew CADC (Chinese Association Dance Crew). Towards the end of his college career, Brian joined the hip hop company Team Boogiezone/Breed where he furthered his training in hip hop dance, working alongside industry professionals. In 2004, he joined another crew composed primarily of breakers and decided to pursue dance as a profession. In 2006, some members branched off to form Quest. Since then, Brian has remained an active member of Quest while working on projects in the dance industry. He has worked with Colby O’Donis ft. Akon, Natasha Bedingfield, Roscoe Umali, Nike Asia Industrials, and was a principal dancer on America’s Got Talent. He has also worked in such films as Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull and Ocean’s 13.
Brian wants his dedication to inspire people from all walks of life to believe in themselves and to pursue their passions and dreams. He thanks his family and friends for all their support as well all the people along the way who have inspired him.

Fall 4 You - Secondhand Serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting

Could it be that we have been this way before

I know you don't think that I am trying

I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breatheBecause tonight will be the night

That I will fall for youOver again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended

I always swore to you I'd never fall apart

You always thought that I was stronger

I may have failed but I have loved you from the start

Ohhhh

But hold your breathe

Because tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

It's impossible

So breathe in so deep

Breathe me in

I'm yours to keep

And hold on to your words

Cause talk is cheap

And remember me tonight

When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

也许

近来，是我想太多吗？
我们再也回不去从前了。
时常在想，我们是不是其实并不熟。
所以就算现在我们这样相处，
其实并没有不妥。
也许是我太认真，
也许我不会表达我自己，
其实是在乎你的。
我知道我不能再做什么了，
也许这是我应得的。
也许你不知道我感激你。
也许你不觉得怎样。
也许吧！
也许我应该把你当成过客。
那么无论你做什么，
我都不会去在乎了。
我很努力了，告诉自己
“你没资格去要求，他不是你的谁”
只是我还是做不到。
还是需要去遇见你、面对你。
只能不断的告诉自己不要再去在乎了。
不然痛苦的只有自己，
因为你不会懂我的心。
很多的‘也许’，
可是我不会去问、去知道
因为我没那个勇气
不知道就不知道吧！
我不会把它当成遗憾的。
当你想告诉我时，
才告诉我吧！

幸福时刻

第二年的晚宴


马升－因为它，我成长许多

第一年的第一个活动

第一年的晚宴－S1的女生们

与家人的假期

舍不得的人

欢乐时光

傻傻的18岁

室友们

欣镁，你是令我最想说声抱歉的人。

怀念恺欣，怀念第一年的马升。

那么久了，不知到对你是什么感觉了。

被我宠坏的祖毅

疼他，可是不需要说出口的。

谢谢你的包容，常常麻烦你。

啊恒，又一个被我宠坏的。

婧宜－小孩子天真的笑容

碹，我想你。。。

痛苦的避难所

这些时刻，都是我觉得幸福的时刻。

人哪，真的要好好珍惜与人相处的时刻。

人生其实很短暂而已。

我喜欢汶瑜的那句感叹

“你看到幸福着两个字的时候，

会想起什么呢？

当一早起床的时候，

一呼一吸的在我鼻子流动着，

是我觉得最幸福的事！！

因为我还在世上。。

所以幸福其实并不遥远。。 ”
现在，我慢慢的学会珍惜身边的一切。