一样？

会否与往年一样？

心。。。狂奔。。。

累了？

倦了？

厌了？

痛了？

麻了？

希望不一样。。。

但不一样有会怎样？

05-10-2011

I still put expectations.
I still felt the nervousness.
I still felt guilty......

谑

在线上词典查询“谑”一字，
方知它是褒义字。
但怎么。。。
我的雅雅谑语有点黑暗呢？
也许我还在等待。。。
等待给我带来光明的人。。。

等当我开始幻想时

幻影若出现，心痛就跟紧着。
痛。。。
原来我还没痊愈。。。
所有的妄想只是一种安慰。
就算到了那一刻，那又如何？
我没有勇气。
去问你，到底你能放下吗？
最怕，你会反问我。
有这回事么？
最怕，是我自以为是、自作多情。

想当年

前天与华琪和蓓珊吃饭，当中当然包括谈天。
谈着谈着，大家都会谈到初进大学的时候。
那一种怀念过去的感觉，淡淡的。
有多久了？ 我们没有一起吃饭聊天？
就我们仨的确很久了。。。
平日，大家都各忙各的。
就算想聚会，也需要解决交通问题。
如今毕业了，才开始把握仅有的时间。
很多同学都各分东西了。
遇见的不知能有多少个。
想想当年，那一种感觉意味着： 我老了。

Angel

There is a girl grow up happily without knowing the evil of the world.
One day, a huge changing in her life and make her grow up in darkness.
5 years in darkness...but she met an angel for the 1st time in her life.
The angel save her from darkness...
Angel very busy because she get her life too..
So girl call her every week to tell her what happen in her life...
Until they become adult, they never met again...

The girl finally have her own life in a new place.
She found lots of angel in her life.
but still, the 1st angel is the best for her.

Now girl become an adult, she know that she can't depending on others anymore.
Angel stay far away from the girl cause angel go to a new place to start over.
Girl scare that she is the only one left behind.
So, she learn to let go...

Over it

I guess I'm over it as I can handle it without felt anything.

No heart pain

No nervous

No feeling?

I hope that it still the same in the future.

I try so hard to overcome it.

And I'm over it today.

Thanks for letting me sharing the darkness side.

It's just happen cause I never tell people that I not close with.

I felt relief after spoke out all the things that just keep inside of me.

Thanks a lot...