空虚

这个星期，打了很多通电话。
找了很多人，谈了很多的话。
问了好多人，才知道我的此刻的感觉原来叫做“空虚”。
女孩子真的很奇怪，可以此刻很开心，下一秒却情绪低潮。
星期四那天心情真的很好，星期五的心情却很沉重。
也许是自己想太多了吧。
还是他人太故意了呢?
我不想要想太多，就 随缘吧。。。
人不犯我，我不犯人。

Update

I opened my blog and found out that I left it for whole month.
I've been tried to write a blog about my life but too lazy to write it out.
I decided to write it because today I did something I want to do since last month.
I be honest to my supervisor and tell him my opinion about the communication between the people in my office.
I'm glad that I spoke out everything and didn't have to keep it anymore..
Maybe someone gonna offend after I spoke it out but at least I felt better.
I do think communication is important and I cannot get it why they didn't communication but in fact they knew it's important?
Maybe now I'm too young to understand this thing.
Who's know I'm gonna like that after working at the future.
Now only I realize the different between those who already working and those who are not.
For now, I didn't know this kind of changes is good or bad.
I knew that people always change, we need to face it sooner or later.
I hope when the time has come, I can face it bravely and just being myself...
I do hope so....